Saturday, January 30, 2010

Latin Breakthrough

Hooray! I think that I finally understand the difference between the gerund and the gerundive. They come from basically the same form - and/end/und - but the gerund is a stand alone noun, conjugated 2nd decl neut., and the gerundive, while meaning almost the same thing, is used adjectively with the object of the sentence. I want [of writing] {I want to write} - I want of letters [to be written] {I want to write letters.}
Cupida sum scribendi - Cupida sum litterae scribendae.
So gerund adject and gerundive adjective.
Well, it makes sense to me, anyway, finally!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Saint Gerard Bread

First, the recipe, and a picture, then story time!

Saint Gerard Bread
(White Sandwich Bread)

(using Kitchen-Aid mixer with dough hook)

2 cups warm milk
4 ½ tsp yeast (or 2 pkgs)
2 tbs sugar
8 cups flour
4 tsp salt
2 tbs butter at room temperature

1. Put the warm milk, yeast and sugar in a small bowl. Then get all the rest of your ingredients together while the milk mixture and yeast hang out together for a few minutes.

2. Put flour in mixing bowl and stir in salt. Make well in the flour and place butter at bottom of well.

3. Pour the yeast mixture into the center and wait 30 seconds, giving butter a chance to soften. Gently lower the dough hook. Begin to knead, first on stir then move it up. As it is mixing add a little warm water, one tbs at a time with at least 30 sec in between additions, or more flour to get this texture just right. For fluffy, soft bread with a tight crumb, the dough should just hold together in a ball but feel dry to the touch and should not stick to your fingers. Requires some trial and error. You may need to knead it some at the end, adding a little water to your palms. Total kneading time about ten minutes.

4. Put in covered bowl to rise for an hour.

[If you need a warm, no-draft location, leave oven off and put a bowl of hot water on the bottom while dough rises. The oven stays at perfect temperature for rising. Anytime you use the oven for rising you must remove the dough before you preheat the oven for baking!]

5. After an hour, punch down dough, degassing it, and remove the dough from the bowl. Divide in half and cover. Let rest for 10 minutes.

6. Shape each ball into a loaf. [I like to pat into a rectangle, then roll it up, pinching the seam and tucking in the ends.] Put into well-greased loaf pans, seam-side down. Cover and let rise another hour or so. Loaves should rise well over the top of the pan. If not, let rise a bit more.

7. Preheat oven to 375 degrees. Bake approximately 45 minutes. When it is golden brown and hollow-sounding it is done.

8. Remove loaves from pans immediately and cool on wire rack. The crust will soften after it cools.



Saint Gerard Bread


Are You Willing to Do the Miraculous?

Coming to this bread started as a search for Saint Gerard. And the search for Saint Gerard started as a search for a patron saint of motherhood and for those trying to conceive.

See SaintGerard.comSaints.SQPN.com, Saints and Angels.

My husband and I have a son, Nico, who is 21 months as of this writing, and we would like more. We are committed to "trying" yet not stressing over it. The last thing we need is for our intimacy to become a source of further stress in our lives when it should be a source of strength.

But sometimes this is easier said than done, particularly for a woman, whose body cycles give her nudges and reminders that prevent her from completely ignoring it. So I decided to look toward the saints for some extra comfort and peace of mind. I wound up praying for a miracle.

Sometimes my conversations with God or the saints are like that. I begin with one intention, but through the back and forth conversation, the barriers break down, the truth comes out. This time I had to admit that I really am hoping to get pregnant. We both would like Nico to have a sibling. At least one, preferable two. I hate feeling like the clock is ticking. All life is a miracle. Is that what I was asking for? A miracle?

And Saint Gerard said, "You want a miracle. If I help you, are willing to do the miraculous? You know what needs to be done. You need to take care of yourself. Eat right and exercise. This is the miraculous. I will help you if you are willing."

I knew what he meant. The miraculous is not necessarily something shocking and unexpected. Sometimes it is the very ordinary. I knew that his help came with no promises. All of Life is always only in God's hands. But I know that I need to be ready for whatever Life God brings to me, and the way to be ready is to take care of myself. And I knew that St. Gerard would help me, because sometimes it takes a real dedication to treat yourself with the same care and love and respect that you would give your own child without hesitation.

In my reading about Saint Gerard, some mention was made of Saint Gerard Bread, eating it as a sign of solidarity with all of those whom Gerard helped in his lifetime. I could find no recipe. So I decided to make one. What kind of bread should I use? The answer was simple- the bread of everyday, ordinary life. The bread of Motherhood - of Parenthood, really. Because my first desire for seeking Saint Gerard was more about becoming a better and better parent. As a new stay-at-home mom, there is still a lot that I have to learn about my craft. It is a calling that I have followed with enthusiasm, but it is not without challenges.

So I played around with this recipe until it was what I was looking for: simple, everyday bread that is yet delicious. The miraculous of the everyday. The way it is to be a parent.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Happy Blogoversary, Praying and Oven Fries

With the start of a new year/ new semester and the upcoming milestone, it is time to get back on to regular posting! The past year of blogging has been sporadic, but I am now going to be more reliable with posting.


Praying at Bedtime

It is one of my new favorite things to do. Nico is 1 1/2, and not able to pray with me interactively yet, but he is never too young to enjoy prayer as much as I do.

First, I start with some extemporaneous prayers of thanksgiving. We pray for Mama, Daddy, Nico, Grandparents, etc. We pray for anyone hurting. We pray for all people who are helping others, missionaries, shelter workers, etc - the real forgotten heroes.

Then, chaplet style, with a few breaths in between rounds, we pray an Our Father, Hail Mary, Glory Be, and a modified Now I Lay Me:

Now I lay me down to sleep
 I pray the Lord my soul to keep
God is with me through the night
and wakes me with the morning light.

After three or four rounds of this he usually gives one last great snuggle and then sits up and leans toward his bed. In he goes, and I leave him fall asleep while he sings to his animals. Adorbs.

Oven Fries

I have been on a great quest for yummy AND easy oven fries. Thanks to Rachel Ray, and a little modification, I found it. They were not perfect tonight, but I know the trick that will fix.

4-5 potatoes, scrubbed, leave peel on, chopped into wedges
3 tbs peanut oil
steak seasoning (I like McCormicks Montreal Steak Seasoning)
A GOOD cookie sheet/pan
Oven at 425

Rub oil on pan. Place wedges on pan. Cram on as many as you can fit if you like. Springle with Steak Seasoning. Place in Oven for a total of 40 - 50 minutes, Turning every TEN minutes. All done when Golden brown.

That is it. For every French Fry, turn turn turn, there is a seasoning, turn turn turn....